3.03.2013

When I look at my reflection...


When I look at my reflection,
What is it that I see?
Do I smile at the beauty,
Or frown at “plain old me”?

Do I find each imperfection
And point out my every flaw,
Despise my obvious blemish
And cringe that they all saw...

My body is improportioned
My hair just isn’t right
The clothes that hang in my closet
Are really much too tight.

Is it obvious that the car I drive
Is older than the rest?
And furthermore that all my shoes
Are simply not the best?

My day is filled with mundane tasks,
My dinners turn out black.
The house is full of messes
That I’d rather turn my back.

And at the days close I feel
Worse than when it began...
When I look back at my reflection
And see someone that’s “less than”

But soon as I am looking
At that person in the mirror,
I think of my Heavenly Father
And begin to see much clearer...

The body that I’ve been given
Is a blessing from above;
And the soul that fills my spirit
Is full of unconditional love.

Looking back from the glass
At that person that I see-
She truly is someone wonderful-
And that someone is all me.

I wrote this poem when I was asked to teach in one of our relief society nights on the topic "I Love Me".  As I pondered about what I could teach, I found it easiest to put my thoughts and feelings into words.  It made me realize that I can't teach on something that I don't believe - so lately I have been working on accepting who I am - and realizing that Heavenly Father blessed me with this body and spirit that I have...He even blessed me with those darn eyelashes that won't stay in!  ;)

As mom says... "The grass is never greener on the other side"

I want to challenge you - to try to find the good in YOU...every singe day.

"The person looking back from the mirror is always going to be you.  But that's okay, because when that person has your acceptance, your encouragement, and your best effort, the reflection will be smiling."

6 comments:

Circe said...

Love it! We should have that lesson in every R.S. It's one we all have to relearn all the time!

Jacy said...

Awesome poem ... My sister just told me yesterday, the grass is always greener where you water it :)

Leslee said...

You are amazing! LOVE THE POEM!! I love that one of Heavenly Father's Tools is Poetry. I haven't written as much as I would like to.....but recently with the passing of my grandmother, I realized that I write best when Heavenly Father is healping me put my thoughts and feelings into those rhythms that create beauty. Those lines that others can know of your true heart and soul. I look up to you and your strength and the trust and faith you have with our heavenly father. Thanks for reminding me that I should be looking in that mirror a bit different than I have been lately.

Thanks Girl!! Keep up the Awesomeness.

marla said...

I don't get it....to me you are perfect:)

N said...

I am with Marla on this one! While I love the poem... it seems strange to me that you wrote it. Can someone as talented and as beautiful and ...perfect really have these kinds of feelings too? :)

Mat and Brooke said...

I love what Jacy wrote! Isn't that the truth?! You are an exceptional writer and poet. I love this!