12.22.2011

Falling behind

Currently I feel like my life has been tossed into a washing machine!  It's been a CRAZY filled month.
Our ward of 500+ members split.  The split was hard for me...I am not an individual who embraces change well, and I was worried about how the primary children in our ward would be affected by the change too.  I prayed for peace and comfort not only for me, but for them; I felt an overwhelming sense of the spirit as I asked my Heavenly Father to bless each of them with my love.
Less than a week later Shane and I were called to meet with the Bishop where I received a new calling in our newly split ward.  The spirit was felt so strongly in that little room as I was asked to serve as the new Primary President.  I knew that the feelings I had felt throughout the week for those cute children were from my Savior, and I felt so blessed to be able to serve them.  Since I was called, I have been overwhelmed at the way the spirit has guided my thoughts and actions to serve... my counselors and secretary are such amazing women who uplift and support me every day, and have already worked countless hours dealing with the changes that happened in Primary from the split.
If any of you have been in Primary before, you know that December is the BUSIEST month of the year!  So many changes need to be made and put into effect; theme boards need to be updated, new ideas for the upcoming year need to be planned, classrooms need to be decided, TEACHERS need to be decided (which was incredibly difficult...since I have become the President 14 new individuals have needed to be called), teacher training, nursery training, new binders, Christmas gifts, birthday gifts, etc etc etc.  It has not been easy.  Because of the ward split so many changes had to be made to primary...instead of 2 sharing times, now we only have one.  But because of that, we had to be sure we had enough classrooms, and how would the children react to being in one sharing time together?  They've never had to do that before... How would we do our opening exercises being combined?  Oh yes, and I forgot to add that my sweet husband was realeased as the Young Men's Secretary to be our new... SCOUTMASTER.  Yes - I cried when he received the calling, however, I couldn't think of anyone better for the job...I just need to prepare to see him even less than I already do!
The amazing part of all of this is that through all the hustle and bustle to get everything ready for 2012, I have felt my love for each of the children in our ward grow every day.  The Lord truly works in mysterious ways, and I feel so blessed that I have so many children to make my life feel a little more complete.  They bring SO much joy to my heart!  I pray that they will always know of my love for them, and that I can be an influence for the better in each of their lives. 

9 comments:

Angie Williams said...

Loved this. You will make a great president!! It's amazing how little experiences prepare you for the big job ahead. Best of luck to you!

Shar and Tyson said...

If you need any organizational stuff for the new year, let me know. I still have all the files I used as primary secretary. I know you will be awesome!

Chris and Brooklyn said...

Your so great! You will do awesome! Macie needs a cute President like you!

C and MC said...

I am a binder FANATIC, so if you need a few more helping hands when you're putting everything together I would be more than happy to come help. I am amazed at the hours and love that you put into this calling, and you are FABULOUS.

N said...

I know they called the right person for primary president. I can't believe all the good ideas that you have for those children and it is very apparent that you love them. You are amazing!

Allison said...

Couldn't think of a better person for the job. You are PERFECT! I'm glad to know "my kids" are in the best possible hands. Let me know how the one sharing time things works for you guys...if you decided to do it I know it's right, I would just like an update every now and again on the changes. :)

Rachael said...

You're a perfect fit for that calling! You'll do amazing things Kenz!

The Cox Crew said...

You are doing and will do great! Oh and I couldn't agree more with you about the comment about your counselors and secretary. they are totally amazing....specifically that secretary:)

Karla said...

First of all - DARLING PICTURE ! LOVE IT!!
You've been tremendously busy getting ready for the new year in primary but I think you're there. Good for you! I'm proud of you Sweetie. Keep your chin up and know that all is well with those darling children as long as they know that you and the Lord loves them. Good luck on a terrific year!
I love you so much,
Mom